September 16, 2004

accidentally in love...

hmmm...

How do i say goodbye to someone i never had?
Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?
Why is it that i miss someone i was never with?
Why do i love someone whose love can never be mine?
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it hurts to fall in love with a friend
u keep on hiding your feelings
avoiding it as much as u can
till you cry your heart out
all out of fear of losing a friend and love you never had....






Sabariyah;
6:30 AM

September 15, 2004

im more happy now!

im back...wahaha...u guys heard bout the car bombing at jakarta rite? well im lucky enough sey...we were passing by that building to go to Block M,there's shopping malls...erms...i was so afraid but luckily,me and my family were ok...shopping was fun,of course its fun,duh..except for the weather there its hotter,min is 34 degrees ok! i bought many stuff especially clothes,wahaha...bertambahlah koleksi baju2 aku...kene buat almari beru sey...wahaha...

i've met pak janggot twice for the same reason,nak tukar syilling...wahaha...die byk syilling ok...tapi kiter jumpe sekejap je,yg 1st time jumpe on sunday die nak pi men bola kat tanjong katong sec,we met at spc,make it easier for him,den i met him again today at spc also,die nak pi keje,wahaha...he's got really nice janggot,which i really like...wahahaha...

i've told dad bout my relationship with apis,which is already ended,its over.he understand and respect my decision.i love him for being so understanding...haish...im glad i told him...



Sabariyah;
9:10 AM

September 06, 2004

anjat sey aku!!

went to yaya's (nurhidayah bte abd latiff) wedding...she so gorgeous in blue...her husband was 30+ years old and already had 3 kids..gosh..da jodoh katekan...aku biler plak eh..?? nampak abg budi..wahaha...mak yaya maseh ingat ku lagik sey...ku mcm nak nanges tgk yaya tapi takkan ku nak nanges dpn org2...duh...tempat sempit...dorg combine tempat makan la kan...

amek2 gambar ngan Q ngan mak die,naik bus pusing2,jalan2...wahaha...Q da buang tebiat pi amek gambar kaki die...wahaha...

im very sleepy...mum da bising suroh kemas beg untok bsok...haish...gonna miss u guys...jgn takot,nant ku blek de oleh2 untok korg...wahaha...insyaAllah...doakan ku slamat pi ngan slamat blek...

"i'm leaving on a jet plane,i dunno wen i'll be back again"



Sabariyah;
9:20 AM

September 05, 2004

boring sey...!!

peh la boring nari...takleh angkat...
antu kat rumah...sebok jer...beh nant ikot pi jakarta...lagi sebok...
my house have been turned into jurong bird park...wahahaha...stress sey...noisy..very i must say...
i'll going jakarta the day after tomorrow...'im leaving on a jet plane,i dunno when i'll be back again'...wahaha...

eh,i like this song sey:
Pulangkan - Misha Omar feat Izzat Izzudin
seharum bunga yg menggoda
sekadar dipandang usah dipuja
kau pasti tak percaya kasihku bukan
untukmu sayang
tiada ku sangka kau sungguh kejam
kau rampas segala yg dikau dendam
namun takkan bahgia kehidupanmu
bila bumi bersatu
kau milikku
pulangkan cinta hatiku
hentikanlah menghantui
kupulangkan oh pulangkan padaku
ku pulangkan resah hidup
ku yang dikau musnah tanpa rela ku
bebaskanlah maafkan daku oh kasih
tiada kemaafan disini
kau ragut degupan hatiku ini
akan ku jejakimu kemana jua
hingga akhir masa... sayang



Sabariyah;
9:37 AM

September 04, 2004

hmmmm....

yesterday i get scolded from dad,it was my bro's fault...he wanted to use the computer which cant be open...ape kene mengene tak ble on ngan passwerd arh?? giler...

apis sms yuyul yesterday,i was shocked,coz i thought he dun wanna noe anything,he asked if i really wanted a break up,DUH, he was the one who took off the ring...i dun wanna to talk bout dis...give me more headache...i'm already get over him...

next week i'll be going to jakarta,hmm...shopping...wahaha,i want to cut my hair there...buy more jeans,clopthes,bags,shoes...warrrggg....cant wait...

i'll be meeting,q,nu(mayb),dee,jules have to go back earlier...hmmm...wahaha...well i have to get ready now...see ya..







Sabariyah;
2:42 AM

September 01, 2004

erm....

wahaha...juz sign up on this thing...wahaha...ku da malas nak update yg geocities nye...wahaha...ok...let me start...

well i juz broke up with my fiance (apis)...haish...i dun wanna talk bout it anymore...well there'll be no heartache...im happy now,with my family and fwens around me,i cant ask for more...mum understand my situation but his mum keep calling me,i juz ignored her unless she want to pay me back the money she owes me...wahaha...

met dee yesterday,she absent from sch again,accompanied her to clinic to get her mc...i got a call from sumone said that they found my library card which i thought it was still with dee..she even cant remember that she lost it...duh...went to spc,hang out at mcd's...wahaha...

i got to noe dis guy,i called him 'pak janggot' at haig rd,he gave me his number which he wrote on a tissue paper...wahaha...he's a nice guy...well we're fwens ok...dun get the wrong idea...

mum bought me this laptop at suntec,i called it 'my precious'...i lock it,no one will ever use it except for me....wahaha...pelokek sey aku....



Sabariyah;
9:20 AM