| December 30, 2004 |
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I PASSED...!!! YAY!!!! at last i passed my driving test...gosh...im so nervous wen the tester was beside me but i keep on reciting my selawat...luckily i got 10 demerit points only...ALHAMDULILLAH...i'll start to drive my dad's car this late afternoon...yay!!! i'll get my INTERNATIONAL DRIVING LICENCE IN 3 WEEKS TIME... for the time being i'll drive with my dad beside me until he confident enough for me to drive alone...mayb by next week i'll drive my fwens around but of course i'll drive my mum first den i'll drive HIM and my fwens...heee... HE fetch me from the driving ctr...hee...den my dad fetch us,we went to kaki bukit to survey some vans,which im totally not interested in coz its manual...hahaha...i rather drive auto car den manual car...i bought 8DAYS,cover TAUFIK...hee...i almost fotget about the magazine,luckily HE reminds me...thanks dear...!!! UHIBBUHU KASIRAN 2:30 PM |
| December 29, 2004 |
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tommorow is da day!!! tommorow is my 2nd TP test...im still nervous but i'll try my very best..try to calm down...hahaha...*wish me luck guys* met HIM yesterday,it was raining all day (naseb bek ku suroh DIER amek...hahaha)...we went to Bugis,makan laksa,sodap...den took mrt to plaza singapura,watched kung fu hustle...it was funny,good movie...hehehe...den we walk all the way from plaza singapura to far east plaza (dis is my way to lose some weight...hahaha)...den went to haig rd,bought some food home...will met him tommorow again,maybe...cayaaaang dier...heee i already bought Taufik pre-sale album but i'll get the album next month...i get fwee calendar...heee...nice... im mati kering at home right now...dunnoe wat to do...i have to go haig rd with dad later at 5...hmmm... Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only, my only one 1:50 PM |
| December 27, 2004 |
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i'm still in shocked...!!! i was involved in accident while i was having my lesson dis morning,at the filter lane,when i was looking to the right suddenly *boom*,the lorry(the one which tow car away) hit the back of the car,i was really nervous,but actually i thought i engaged the wrong gear coz the car shaked really hard,the car bumper was uneven...i thought the instructor would scold me but he said it was that lorry driver fault,he was too close to us which is wrong,the safe stopping distance at least u get to see the front's car rear wheels...tommorow i'll go to the insurance company,i dunno why,the instructor ask me to do so,im still confused...this thurs is my Traffic Police Test,this is my second time taking it,i hope this time i can make it... HE's not working this whole week till the new year,wonder what he'll do...hmmm... *think2*...i dont think he'll ask me out (he dont miss me what...) hahahaha...but i miss him though... antu gave me my favourite perfume,Hugo Boss Deep Red...she said she bought a perfume for men den she received the women perfume for free...hmm...did she have a motive?? hahaha... I MISS YUL,DEE,Q,SHYD,JUZA,BOKSE...I MISS THEM ALL...(but i miss HIM more arh...shhh) 2:10 PM |
| December 24, 2004 |
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my knee still hurts!! gosh...my right knee stills hurts sey... went for driving lesson today,i got the apek instructor which really hampeh i must say...i drive at 60km/hr,he said im going too fast but juz yesterday the malay instructor asked me to maintain dat speed...*pening2* met mum at bedok interchange,went to NTUC,i got my pay today...hee...mum asked if HE wants to follow us to Kuching on 12th March...hee... i need to have my beauty sleep now...see ya...*yawn* 12:41 PM |
| December 23, 2004 |
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i like surprises...hee i have my driving lesson today after a month break...the instructor was cool...the lesson was ok...will be attending next lesson tommorow @ 0830 Met HIM today,he fetch me from the driving ctr...i thought he already sleeping at home coz he didnt sms me...wen i finished my lesson,he was stood at the gate (he wore ORANGE,I LIKE!!),i was shocked but happy at the same time...He knows how to make me smile...i juz cant stop laughing...hee...he already knew the meaning of UHIBBUHU KASIRAN...i bought a box of chocolate (mon cheri),i gave him some...we bought australian mangoes,its expensive but its worth buying coz its sweeeeeet...i wonder wen we'll meet again...(miss him already...again...but best kan rindu2...wahahahaha)but i dont think he'll miss me...humph mum & dad wen to johore so i have to collect Fulus at Geylang and Haig rd,one thing i hate going to geylang is bcoz of the matz who likes to irritates me,met Yul at Bugis,i bought a pair of shoe from Barcode...Yul said it was nice...Bugis already had a makeover,the watson was huge...there were so many people,i think it was bcoz of the christmas season juz around the corner...we entered Adidas shop,the shoes was really gorgeous and the prices too... Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. 9:25 PM |
| December 22, 2004 |
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Mati Kering...again juz came home from Haig Rd,listening to P10... met Yul yesterday,we went to Dee's house,laypark...watched MTV...cool...me and Yul went to NTUC first,bought Honey chicken wings,nuggets,fries and Fruit punch syrup,i bought some puff from Polar too...den before we go home,we went to Prime Supermarket,wanna see Dee's Cheng Eng...he's tall,chubby and quite okay looking arh,very friendly... Met HIM yesterday too...have our breakfast together,we ate Satay,he ate mee soto too...he accompanied me home...the lift at my block was blackout,theres no light,it was so dark,my heart was beating really fast...hahaha...it was 12 noon,i promised Yul to meet her at 1230,so i didnt have the time to change,i juz took my wallet and my precious and went out,i thought HE was already board the bus suddenly HE stood infront of my house sey...duh,he accompanied me to Lavendar...heee (Uhibbuhu kasiran) it has been two days,antu didnt come home...it was peaceful in my room...hope she will not come home today too...mum said she bought digicam too at courts,the last time she bought sumting at courts was MP3 player,she still owes them sey...but one thing dat i was angry about is dat she used my mum hp as the contact number,why doesn't she use hers??? den courts pestering my mum these few days...Haish... gosh i dunno wat to do sey...so bored...mati kering... 11:33 AM |
| December 20, 2004 |
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miss my fwens... im at home,juz woke up...dunno wat to do...mati kering nih... mum went to Mustafa Ctr juz now with her fwen,she won't let me come along...duh...den i juz went home alone and i bought LIME magazine,Taufik is on the cover...Met HIM juz now,with his fwens,he didnt eat any breakfast,probably he's tired,i thought of having breakfast with him,but never mind arh...at least he did gave me his soya bean which he cant finished (sayang dier)...hahaha... heard Antu's conversation yesterday...i cant be bothered with her but sumtimes it can be very annoying and irritating...she said she wants to stop werking in the next two years and help my dad at his shop...she wants to takeover my dad's...she said she wants my dad to retire,c'mon lah,my dad is already retired,he juz have to cook only wat,den he's free all day long,while my mum only once in a while at the shop...i know wat she's thinking,i know her motives...if she wants to takeover my dad's,she has to go through me first... i had a nightmare last night,i was knocked down by a car,it was hit and run,i was given 48hrs only to live,its hard to believe but at last i wrote letter to my parent,all my fwens,my bro and HIM to say my last goodbye...i died wen i juz finished writting the letter to HIM,i was so afraid...i cried wen i woke up...i hope i wont happen dat way... Mapek called me yesterday,he said his uncle want to meet me and him,to settle our problem but i told him if he wants to meet me den i'll bring my parent along den he said he wants to meet me alone den i said NO to him,he wants me back but i guessed its not possible,i wont come back to him,it'll juz hurt me more,above all i realized he didnt love me for wat i am,but he love me for wat i have...furthermore my feelings for him is totally gone...IF i do wants him back,i doubt my parent will approve coz they feels dat he didnt give any respect to them,he didnt visit my mum wen she was hospitalized,i did asked him to visit my mum but he gave dozen of excuses,even on hari raya he didnt meet my parent,while his mum treat me like i'm a walking ATM machine,i have to werk too to earn money k...now i hope dat his parent will meet my parent to settle our problem coz i dun want anything to do with him anymore... i miss all my fwens...hope to meet them soon... 6:20 PM |
| December 18, 2004 |
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*yawn* im at home,in my room...bored...mati kering... upload pics from my precious (my 6670)...heee... too much talking bout "kawen-kawen" today...im tired arh...i really thought my dad's joking bout wat he said few days ago but it turned out to be true...my mum told me so...gosh,i hope dad's knows wat i'm thinking coz i dun like to be force in this kind of matters,why must be me? am i dat good? im not perfect in any way,im human,i make mistakes,why not give me chance to know and love sumone? who knows mayb i might find the one dat i really want to spend the rest of my life with?... bumped into mapek's aunt and uncle at Haig Rd,they weren't informed dat me & mapek were over...i hope they'll settle dis matter as soon as possible...i dun want anything to do with him anymore.... went out with HIM yesterday,with his sis,watched Ocean's Twelve,which i think its cool,Matt Damon is Cute...hahaha...had our dinner at LJS with HIS mum and Aunt,Cousins...im so nervous,i dunno why,i just kept quiet there...HE went to my house den,thought of borrowing usher's game but ended up watching him playing game,den watched AR Badul's Bertunang,it was hilarious...Miss him already (hope he didnt read dis)...hahaha...took pictures of him...hahaha...i wont post it here without his approval k but i can only let u guys see the back of him,hahaha...Mum and Dad was so angry at Antu yesterday,guess wat she's wearing wen HE came?? she wore 'suar pendek ngan sleeveless'...humph...den wen my parent came back,she wore jeans with towel to cover her body..??? what was she thinking???? i was so dissappointed...is she trying to impress HIM???...DUH!!!! im watching encore telecast of Ikhlas...watched Taufik sang Belaian Jiwa...haish... 
dis is the back of HIS shirt...hehehe... 
jambu giler... 
i took dis while waiting for HIM,at Isetan...gorgeous rite? "It don’t do me any good It’s just a waste of time What use is it to you What’s on my mind If ain’t coming out We’re not going anywhere So why can’t I just tell you that I care Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say If I could say what I want to say I'd say I wanna blow you...away Be with you every night Am I squeezing you too tight If I could say what I want to see I want to see you go down On one knee Marry me today Yes, I’m wishing my life away With these things I’ll never say These things I’ll never say" 11:30 PM |
| December 16, 2004 |
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Rimas...!! im at home stucked wif antu rayer...she's not werking today...why? why?... met HIM juz now,went to geylang,having breakfast there...i ate nasi rawan,He ate Nasi rawan too but from different stall...bumped into dad's fwens and regular customer...haish... dad talked bout his fwen again,which really irritates me,his fwen doesnt know my name den want me to be his daughter in law...piiii daaaah...im not interested...who knows his son might be a wife beater,alcoholic,kaki pompan,takd pegangan agama or even worst den mapek...humph...im very upset k...but i know dad wont accept him without my approval,if he did accept,den i'll run away from home or i wont talk to him anymore...dis is a threat k...he should take antu to be his daughter in law instead,den i'll get some freedom...hahaha... today im going to my uncle house,my Cik Jojo,he bought a bungalow at Johore,and invite us over,his open house...i feel it's kinda troublesome to live there and werking here,waste of time sey...but its not my problem wat...hahaha...i'll bring my precious (digicam) along... planned with Yul that we'll go to Dee's house today but i have to cancelled it due to family commitment (ceeeyyywaah)...hahaha...SORRY DEE,MISS YA!...so i dun get to see dee's Cheng eng...humph...next time k Dee...heee...will not meet Yul too,tak dpt mati kering sesame...hahaha went out with Yul and Apam yesterday,for job application at Times Bookshop at New Industrial Rd den went shopping with them,they signed up Singtel Broadband 1500kbps den got free Hi-fi,$100 voucher from Royal Sporting House and a Modem...den i bought a bag for Iwan,and i bought a shoe for me...i'll post the pic soon... AAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHH... im listening to RIA,know wat???? TAUFIK SINGING SUPERSTITIOUS!!!! I want to watch Ocean's Twelve and Meet the Fockers arh...wen eh?? humph...got to go now,nanti kene tinggal beru tau...hahaha... 2:30 PM |
| December 14, 2004 |
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bored arh... im at home,listening to P10...tak jadi pi suntec ngan daddy,coz the organizer cancelled the event...duh...brought forward to march...haish... gonna meet yul today at city hall,accompanied her for interview at robinson...den at 4-5 have to go to geylang,collect debt(mcm tailong maner jek),den to haig rd...mayb will see HIM today,pass him XBOX game...hahaha...dad gave me money,hee...best...i have to keep it from mum or she'll start nagging,this is our secret k...hahaha mama will come home tonight,dunno wat time,my dad already miss her...i miss her too sey,takde org nak bebel kat aku...humph... yesterday antu start talking on the phone non stop sey...beru nak lelap tepon bunyi lagik...ketawe mcm pontianak sey...tak tau ker ku kene bangon pagi???? takde manners langsong...humph...at last ku takleh angkat ku tido luar,den at 3am dad woke me up,asking me why i sleep at the sofa den i said i cant sleep inside...den i continue my sleep but dis time i sleep at room coz antu dah tido...den dis morning i woke up suddenly pinggang peh sakit mcm nak tercabot sey...tak ble bangon sey...nak nanges,den after a while dah ok... apis SMSed me yesterday,he said he missed me,and want to start afresh,DUH...i dun have any feelings for him anymore...i dun want anything more to do with him...its over...i dun want to talk bout him anymore...he's history. ok arh,nak pi gosok baju nih...see ya!! 12:24 PM |
| December 12, 2004 |
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lawa... 
lawa kan??? ni tetiap thon mesti de gambar dlm lip...pi memane pon mesti de gambar dlm lip...muahahaha... ni yul kat rumah ku nie...die mati kering...ku pon mati kering jgak... mak ku da pi pulau pangkor ngan adek ku smlm...hahaha... 2:43 PM |
| December 10, 2004 |
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bored at home!! not werking today,went out wif mum and dad to suntec to rent a booth on 18&19 dec on this coming event called the cool bazaar,bestfood asia 2004...went to carrefour,bought my bro's fan,and ice cream...hee...went beach rd,i ate mee goreng mixed wif mee hoon without any veg...haha.. antu will not be coming home today till sunday...i got my privacy at last...freedom... mum and bro will depart tomorrow,they'll go holiday to pulau pangkor and putrajaya,they'll go together with my mak long,pak long,kakaks and abgs sedare with their children...me and dad will not going... have to werk tomorrow,meeting yul...i thought of going to hip/hop festival at hong lim park but i think its not important coz i dun have money to buy the tickets and dad will probably not happy if i go there,i understand... miss all my fwens...im gonna watch IKHLAS now,cant miss Taufik's 1st performance,especially wen he'll sing "i dream"... 8:13 PM |
| December 09, 2004 |
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laypark!! went out wif yul,bring along my precious...my shoulder nearly broken sey...den searching for plug to charge my precious,den we found that plug at foodcourt at spc..den sumone tell us off sey...duh... den went to geylang,collect debt,den went to haig rd,bought HIM mee soto no taugeh...HE gave me mon cheri,my fav chocolate...i gave HIM that thing...it was zippo lighter,has his name on it...its really nice...but dunno wat he'll think bout it...hope he'll like it... yul laypark wif me at my house,browsing my precious,watched tv...den at 9 she went home,she dun want to miss watching my mighty in-law and The Oc...sumone called me SABON!! as in soap...duh...im now waiting HIM to reach home...Miss HIM already...hahaha 10:11 PM |
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i've got back my precious!....best2 my brudder repaired my laptop a few days ago and yesterday i got it back...my precious...now i can go anywhere to surf coz he install the wireless software in it...its really cool...hahaha... i got my new hp,nokia 6670,its cool too...its my precious too k... went out wif yul yesterday,job hunting,but she got a call from delifrance that she was accepted,she didnt know if she wants the job...went to marine parade library then to comcentre then to heeren,shopping!!...hahaha...i bought sumthing for HIM,hee...i thought it was really nice,got his name on it,so i bought it...i wont tell you guys wat is it until he receive it,k? a few weeks ago i went to my TP test and i get an immediate failure coz i accidentally hit the kerb on the left...i will go to my second TP test on the end of this month,wish me luck! 12:15 AM |
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