| January 29, 2005 |
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i'm at home now, layparking, just listening to P10,dunno what to do,i wanted to go out but i dont know where i wanna to go.so bored. watch channel news asia yesterday,i was impressed with this uncle who help his father-in-law with his food businees,he quit his job as an accountant after he married his wife,his wife encouraged him to help her father,he didn't know how to cook as his wife is a peranakan and he is pure chinese,he have to learn to cook peranakan cuisine from his father-in-law,he's very determined and didn't want to give up.Now he’s taking over his father-in-law business. How I wish my future husband would be like him, a guy who willingly to help my father with his business, if I think about it, my dad just have to work for about 4 hours a day, he just have to cook, it’s the easiest work ever, but he did go through hard time learn cooking just like my grandfather and he did it, the same recipe, the same style of cooking. the shop means a lot to my father and if my future husband is willing to learn and work hard for it he'll definately will be glad coz its his son-in-law,not just some outsider.haish...gosh,im daydreaming again... met my dear dis morning...heee...he had his breakfast... * miss him * 3:25 PM |
| January 27, 2005 |
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Not My Day... so bored...mum and dad went to johore,left me with antu raye...i bought lunch today with mum,i thought of eating it together with dad but i fall asleep before dad come home,when i woke up i found out that antu raye already ate my lunch,i was disappointed...i went to geylang and haig rd,den wandering at SPC,ate at KFC,just whipped potato and fries coz im not feeling like eating afterall im all alone sey...i never felt so bred like this before...den i decided to go haig rd earlier coz i really wanna go home,i was so bored,can't stand it further,i rather get scold from mum den being bored alone outside... I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever known Don't know were it goes But its home and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams Were the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find Till then I'll walk alone * Miss My Dear * 8:20 PM |
| January 22, 2005 |
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im layparking in my room right now cause im not working today,im just listening to perfect10... (yawn)... i'm bored to death, mati kering... went to grandpa's grave, recite yaasin for him, i cant control my tears cause i really miss him,by the way he's already gone,all i have to do now is not to forget to recite doa for him after my every prayers. went straight home after sent grandma home. went to IMM building on the evening,went shopping at Giants, its a holiday so theres a lot of people and the chinese new year is just round the corner. I miss him but I dont know if he feels the same way because I made him upset times and again, it makes me upset too. I dont know what to do now; he’ll definitely think that all I know is just to make him angry and upset. Will he ever like me? Will he ever look at me? Sometimes I think I should forget him because I dont want to make him angry and upset again, but its hurts me more if I let him go because I really do like him; a guy like him is hard to come by, I dont want to lose him. I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You 2:40 PM |
| January 19, 2005 |
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Crave For Ice Cream!! im craving for wall's cornetto triple chocs...haish... miss my dear...hee...we met for a while when i dropped by at SPC with yul for dinner and burn time,he came down to buy milk...we exchange our wooden bracelet which im wearing it now...hee...sweeeeet...met his dear mum dis morning at dad's,she came with her daughter and cousin,they juz dropped by for a while before heading to Pasar Geylang...he's working afternoon shift for dis week so he'll be little busy but he told me he'll make some time to call me,isnt dat sweeeeeet???? Uhibbuhu Kasiran... I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah You might need time to think it over But im just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry c`mon lets try i'll be at grandma's tomorrow evening,there's Tahlil...i still remember,my dear grandpa passed away the day before hari raya haji,which is tommorow...it has been 3 full years,i miss him so much but i never fail to recite Al-Fatihah for him after my every prayer... I just realized that today is the day that I got engaged with my ex-fiancé, it’s the second year. How time flies. We’ve already go our separate ways and it has made my life happier than I ever knew... 4:30 PM |
| January 15, 2005 |
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My Uncle's Wedding... went to my uncle's nikah yesterday,i drive the car coz dad doesnt want to go,i drive my uncle to the bride's house which is juz across the street,DUH...it goes well...the hantaran was $2500 and its the bride's money coz my uncle is not working,he juz gave the maskahwin which he gets from the ERS...duh...my uncle is hopeless...hahaha...my other uncle asked me when is my turn to get married,i said to him "alah,sabarlah,jodoh tak kemaner,kalau de yg sesuai nanti,saye kawen lah,chill k...haha"...haish... 
my uncle and his wife met my dear yesterday,went to geylang den tampines to collect taufik's album but i cant get it coz i bought from plaza singapura so i have to collect it there,humph...met him today again,he went for breakfast at dad's,accompanied me to sheng siong,he gave me mon cheri...hee...cayang dier... 1:40 PM |
| January 13, 2005 |
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TRUE by Ryan Cabrera... I won't talk I won't breathe I won't move till you finally see That you belong with me You might think I don't look But deep inside in the corner of my mind I'm attached to you I'm weak It's true Cause I'm afraid to know the answer Do you want me too? Cause my heart keeps falling faster I've waited all my life To cross this line To the only thing that's true So I will not hide It's time to try anything to be with you All my life I've waited This is true You don't know What you do Everytime you walk into the room I'm afraid to move I'm weak It's true I'm just scared to know the ending Do you see me too? Do you even know you met me? I know when I go I'll be on my way to you The way that's true Love this song...my ulcer is making me sick...grrr... Went to DEE’s house on Tuesday, watched The Lord Of The Ring, The Return Of The King Extended Version. Miss my Aragorn. Miss Him. Met Him today and yesterday, he accompanied me to buy chickens, miss him so much, he bought soya bean drink for me, sweeeeeet…cayaaaang dier…heee. i wonder when we'll meet again...hmmm... 11:49 AM |
| January 10, 2005 |
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Missing... my mouth ulcer is getting bigger...humph...its really painful k... im at home now,juz finished my breakfast with mum...i bought hotcakes with sausage at mcd at SPC... didnt get to see HIM today,he's tired...he's not working tonight,so didnt get to see him tomorrow too...haish...miss him...he told me that he'll be transfer/move to changi airport cargo in june,so i'll not get to see him breakfast anymore...humph :-( Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? yesterday was the happiest day of my life,i've settle my problem with my ex,it totally over between us...we (me,dad,mum,pak long & mak long) went to apis's house but they werent at home so we decided to go to his uncle house,luckily i still remember where his uncle live,so we had our discussion there,his uncle wants to hear the final decision from me,i said i want it to be ended,i dont want anything to do with him anymore,his uncle hope that we still be family although im not his fiancee anymore,apis's mum wants us to be together again but i dont think dats a good idea,i dont have any feelings towards him anymore and i've suffered so much already,his uncle was sad but he understand...i dont understand when he said "sayang nyer apis tak nampak,ibarat berlian dlm lumpur",hahaha,after Dee and HIM expalained then i understand...im flattered but i should be thanking my parent coz they taught me how to behave myself infront of other people.THANKS MUM & DAD,Love u,mmuaacckss... 1:00 PM |
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Missing... my mouth ulcer is getting bigger...humph...its really painful k... im at home now,juz finished my breakfast with mum...i bought hotcakes with sausage at mcd at SPC... didnt get to see HIM today,he's tired...he's not working tonight,so didnt get to see him tomorrow too...haish...miss him...he told me that he'll be transfer/move to changi airport cargo in june,so i'll not get to see him breakfast anymore...humph :-( Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? yesterday was the happiest day of my life,i've settle my problem with my ex,it totally over between us...we (me,dad,mum,pak long & mak long) went to apis's house but they werent at home so we decided to go to his uncle house,luckily i still remember where his uncle live,so we had our discussion there,his uncle wants to hear my final decision,i said i want it to be ended,i dont want anything to do with him anymore,his uncle hope that we still be family although im not his fiancee anymore,apis's mum wants us to be together again but i dont think dats a good idea,i dont have any feelings towards him anymore and i've suffered so much already,his uncle was sad but he understand...i dont understand when he said "sayang nyer apis tak nampak,ibarat berlian dlm lumpur",hahaha,after Dee and HIM expalained then i understand...im flattered but i should be thanking my parent coz they taught me how to behave myself infront of other people.THANKS MUM & DAD,Love u Guys,mmuaacckss... 1:00 PM |
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Missing... my mouth ulcer is getting bigger...humph...its really painful k... im at home now,juz finished my breakfast with mum...i bought hotcakes with sausage at mcd at SPC... didnt get to see HIM today,he's tired...he's not working tonight,so didnt get to see him tomorrow too...haish...miss him...he told me that he'll be transfer/move to changi airport cargo in june,so i'll not get to see him breakfast anymore...humph :-( Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? yesterday was the happiest day of my life,i've settle my problem with my ex,it totally over between us...we (me,dad,mum,pak long & mak long) went to apis's house but they werent at home so we decided to go to his uncle house,luckily i still remember where his uncle live,so we had our discussion there,his uncle wants to hear my final decision,i said i want it to be ended,i dont want anything to do with him anymore,his uncle hope that we still be family although im not his fiancee anymore,apis's mum wants us to be together again but i dont think dats a good idea,i dont have any feelings towards him anymore and i've suffered so much already,his uncle was sad but he understand...i dont understand when he said "sayang nyer apis tak nampak,ibarat berlian dlm lumpur",hahaha,after Dee and HIM explained then i understood...im flattered but i should be thanking my parent coz they taught me how to behave myself infront of other people.THANKS MUM & DAD,Love u,mmuaacckss... 1:00 PM |
| January 09, 2005 |
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He Loves Me,He Loves Me Not...?? To HIM: "You're the one I've always thought of. I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love. You're where I belong. And when you're with me if I close my eyes" Does he feel the same way as I do? Sorry about today, hope you understand. Miss You Dear. Mum said "ayah tak kasi kao kuar nari,kao ngan dier blom de ikatan lagik,jgn jumpe slalu,jage maruah kiter,kalau die nak dtg rumah takpe,jgn kuar slalu,tak manis,lagipon kiter blom jumpe mak bapak apis lagik,nari kiter pi rumah die ngan maklong ngan paklong,kao ngan ayah dudok dlm kreter jer".What mum said is true, I'm totally understood, hope he understands too. If he's not then it's too bad, and I'm afraid I can't continue this relationship but I really wish he did understand because I do like him. He didnt fail to make me smile. I dont want to put such high hopes, Im afraid I might get hurt in the end. Im going to my ex house with my Mak Long, Pak Long, Mum and dad to settle our problem but me and dad will stay in the car, I'll drive, I dont want to wait any longer. Hope they'll be at home. Actually he should come to us instead but they didnt, I dont know why. I want this to be ended as soon as possible, I cant hold on anymore. 2:48 PM |
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He Loves Me,He Loves Me Not...?? To HIM: “You're the one I've always thought of. I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love. You're where I belong. And when you're with me if I close my eyes” Does he feel the same way as I do? Sorry about today, hope you understand. Miss You Dear. Mum said "ayah tak kasi kao kuar nari,kao ngan dier blom de ikatan lagik,jgn jumpe slalu,jage maruah kiter,kalau die nak dtg rumah takpe,jgn kuar slalu,tak manis,lagipon kiter blom jumpe mak bapak apis lagik,nari kiter pi rumah die ngan maklong ngan paklong,kao ngan ayah dudok dlm kreter jer".What mum said is true, I’m totally understood, hope he understands too. If he’s not then it’s too bad, and I’m afraid I can’t continue this relationship but I really wish he did understand because I do like him. He didn’t fail to make me smile. I don’t want to put such high hopes, I’m afraid I might get hurt in the end. I’m going to my ex house with my Mak Long, Pak Long, Mum and dad to settle our problem but me and dad will stay in the car, I'll drive, I don’t want to wait any longer. Hope they’ll be at home. Actually he should come to us instead but they didn’t, I don’t know why. I want this to be ended as soon as possible, I can't hold on anymore. 2:48 PM |
| January 08, 2005 |
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i'm back... im back from Kuala Lumpur a few days ago,went on Tuesday till Thursday...we (me,my dad,my mum & yul) went to Kuala Lumpur den to Melaka...At Kuala Lumpur we went to Mid-Valley Megamall,Berjaya Times Square (which is deserted),masjid India,and suria KLCC...at Melaka,we went to Tesco & Mahkota Parade... went out with HIM before i go to KL,hee...went to Beach Road,HE gave me Red Mini Cooper with a control...me like...went out with him yesterday,went to parkway parade,i miss him so much...we jenjalan,dapat cubit dier,BEST...Miss Him Very Much...hee...by the way im talking to HIM right now...wahahaha...he sang a song for me...SWEET... i already got my driving license,the card...the postman came to my house yesterday...now im a qualified driver,it says i can drive up to seven passenger exclude the driver...but my dad still wont allow me to drive alone,coz i dun have any insurance,he will get one for me next month,cant wait... 7:20 PM |
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i'm back... im back from Kuala Lumpur a few days ago,went on Tuesday till Thursday...we (me,my dad,my mum & yul) went to Kuala Lumpur den to Melaka...At Kuala Lumpur we went to Mid-Valley Megamall,Berjaya Times Square (which is deserted),masjid india,and suria KLCC...at Melaka,we went to Tesco & Mahkota Parade... went out with HIM before i go to KL,hee...went to Beach Road,HE gave me Red Mini Cooper with a control...me like...went out with him yesterday,went to parkway parade,i miss him so much...we jenjalan,dapat cubit dier,BEST...Miss Him Very Much...hee...by the way im talking to HIM right now...wahahaha...he sang a song for me...SWEET... i already got my driving license,the card...the postman came to my house yesterday...now im a qualified driver,it says i can drive up to seven passenger exclude the driver...but my dad still wont allow me to drive alone,coz i dun have any insurance,he will get one for me next month,cant wait... 7:15 PM |
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im back from Kuala Lumpur a few days ago,went on Tuesday till Thursday...we (me,my dad,my mum & yul) went to Kuala Lumpur den to Melaka...At Kuala Lumpur we went to Mid-Valley Magamall,Berjaya Times Square (which is deserted),and suria KLCC...at Melaka,we went to Tesco & Mahkota Parade... went out with HIM before i go to KL,hee...went to Beach Road,HE gave me Red Mini Cooper with a control...me like...went out with him yesterday,went to parkway parade,i miss him so much...we jenjalan,dapat cubit dier,BEST...Miss Him Very Much...hee...by the way im talking to HIM right now...wahahaha...he sang a song for me...SWEET... i already got my driving license,the card...the postman came to my house yesterday...now im a qualified driver,it says i can drive up to seven passenger exclude the driver...but my dad still wont allow me to drive alone,coz i dun have any insurance,he will get one for me next month,cant wait... 7:15 PM |
| January 01, 2005 |
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Happy New Year...!!! Happy New Year guys... i dun have any resolutions dis year,i dunnoe why...hahaha i already started to drive my dad's car,its cool but my dad still not convinced yet,coz i drive like mad...hahaha...sorry dad...his tyre punctured,mayb coz we stopped at Bedok Walk for our dinner and there's some construction was done...hahaha...but now im trying my very best to control that car,mayb by next week i can drive on my own...Yay!! watched Taufik music video last night...hahaha...cool...he's soooo cute but my dear is cuter...heee...Taufik shaved his janggot... i was so angry at antu today,coz she's sleeping on my bed...she's smells of alcohol...yucks!!...i wanna change my bedsheet later...she already dirtied my bed...humph...i feel like want to pour hot water on her...she sleeps like log,she didnt wake up when i push her...gosh...i'm tired talking/typing bout her...wasting my time... its been raining for few days now...rain,rain,go away,come again another day...heee miss my dear...hee... 3:25 PM |
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