| May 28, 2005 |
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love giving him surprises... Just woke up,so tired,dunno why,backache...humph...but im ok now... cant wait till next week,will be meeting my dear for the whole week except for monday coz he'll be working from 10 to 7...miss him sooooo much...thought of giving him surprise next week but im waiting for the right time...hope he likes it... *Dialah Dihati - My Prince Charming/My Dear Pak Datok Janggot* 6:30 PM |
| May 27, 2005 |
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just came back from watching movie,Star Wars with Juza,yul and her nephew...i wanna watch it again with my dear aka my prince charming aka my pak datok janggot...Miss him alots been busy with stuff,searching for suitable mak andam to suit with my budget and at last found her,she was my dad's friend's friend...will be meeting her next week and next week will be another busy week for me coz i will be surveying invitation cards at Johore,coz there will be much cheaper than here... *213 days to my big day* 8:30 PM |
| May 14, 2005 |
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Love is in the air... Went to Johore yesterday with my dear,mom,mak long and kak long...bought lots of kain for Hari Raya,me and dear will be wearing 2 pairs of Kurong with the same colour and fabric except for one pair coz its grey colour and plain grey is hard to find,so we just took the near exact colour to match with mine...i had a great time yesterday,get to pinch him,love him so much... *224 days to my big day* Met him this morning again,he had his breakfast,i thought he wouldn't come coz it was raining heavily,but the rain stop,Alhamdulillah...miss him... hope i will get to meet him tomorrow... 7:55 PM |
| May 11, 2005 |
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Lonely...im miss lonely I feel so lonely today,i dunno why,maybe it's because of my mood swing,thought of going out today after sending mom to her religous class but dad wants to use the car,i was upset coz i really bored at home,feeling lonely and i just shut myself in my room... I had a really bad dream last night,after a few months we got married,he always come home late,i waited for him every night,i heat up food for him but he just fall asleep without eating,without saying goodnight,i was upset/heartbroken/sad,i wanted to talk to him how was my day and stuff but i didnt get the chance to say anything at all,i hope i wont come true,i really-really hope it wont come true,i was so afraid,i dont want that to happen...i really love him... 4:25 PM |
| May 10, 2005 |
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So busybody...humph Mum told me just now that antu want to get engaged on her bday which is on October,since mum is busy preparing for my wedding and October will be the fasting month,of course mum will be double busy,and she ask MY MUM to buy this,to buy that,to prepare this,to prepare that,but she didnt give my mum any money,what does she think she is?,what does she takes my mum for?...another think is i got engaged on my bday and she wants to get engaged on her bday too,and she wants to use MY BEDROOM,over my dead body arh!!! i'm really angry right now...she's so busybody,what i have she want it too,what i wear she want to wear it too,and now she want to take my room...no way!!! if she wants to get engaged,go to grandma house,she's grandma's favourite grand-daughter...whatever it is,i wont be there... Went out with my dear yesterday,registered our marriage preparation course at marine parade community club,it will be on 7 ,14 and 21 August from 9am to 6pm...then we went to Ikea,i bought storage boxes and he bought candle holder for his sister... Sayaaaang my dear... 12:15 PM |
| May 06, 2005 |
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i'm totally excited... been busy lately with preparations,planning fro my big day,have to plan from now,coz there're juz so many things to do...juz finished talking to my dear...i'm very happy...of course with my dear...our big day/eventful day are coming...december 25th...InsyaAllah...UHIBBUKA KASIRAN JIDDAN met my girls last wed...juza gave me cd that shows my engagement day pics,really nice,with background music,love it...miss them all...miss my dear too... "Kendati selautan segunung Permata di kanan dan kiri Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti Dialah dihati Tiada pilihan kedua Pertama hingga akhir usia Hanya dia..." 12:00 PM |