December 18, 2004

*yawn*

im at home,in my room...bored...mati kering...

upload pics from my precious (my 6670)...heee...

too much talking bout "kawen-kawen" today...im tired arh...i really thought my dad's joking bout wat he said few days ago but it turned out to be true...my mum told me so...gosh,i hope dad's knows wat i'm thinking coz i dun like to be force in this kind of matters,why must be me? am i dat good? im not perfect in any way,im human,i make mistakes,why not give me chance to know and love sumone? who knows mayb i might find the one dat i really want to spend the rest of my life with?...
bumped into mapek's aunt and uncle at Haig Rd,they weren't informed dat me & mapek were over...i hope they'll settle dis matter as soon as possible...i dun want anything to do with him anymore....

went out with HIM yesterday,with his sis,watched Ocean's Twelve,which i think its cool,Matt Damon is Cute...hahaha...had our dinner at LJS with HIS mum and Aunt,Cousins...im so nervous,i dunno why,i just kept quiet there...HE went to my house den,thought of borrowing usher's game but ended up watching him playing game,den watched AR Badul's Bertunang,it was hilarious...Miss him already (hope he didnt read dis)...hahaha...took pictures of him...hahaha...i wont post it here without his approval k but i can only let u guys see the back of him,hahaha...Mum and Dad was so angry at Antu yesterday,guess wat she's wearing wen HE came?? she wore 'suar pendek ngan sleeveless'...humph...den wen my parent came back,she wore jeans with towel to cover her body..??? what was she thinking???? i was so dissappointed...is she trying to impress HIM???...DUH!!!!

im watching encore telecast of Ikhlas...watched Taufik sang Belaian Jiwa...haish...



dis is the back of HIS shirt...hehehe...



jambu giler...



i took dis while waiting for HIM,at Isetan...gorgeous rite?



"It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind
If ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care

Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
These things I’ll never say"



Sabariyah;
11:30 PM