January 09, 2005

He Loves Me,He Loves Me Not...??

To HIM:
"You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes"
Does he feel the same way as I do?

Sorry about today, hope you understand. Miss You Dear.

Mum said "ayah tak kasi kao kuar nari,kao ngan dier blom de ikatan lagik,jgn jumpe slalu,jage maruah kiter,kalau die nak dtg rumah takpe,jgn kuar slalu,tak manis,lagipon kiter blom jumpe mak bapak apis lagik,nari kiter pi rumah die ngan maklong ngan paklong,kao ngan ayah dudok dlm kreter jer".What mum said is true, I'm totally understood, hope he understands too. If he's not then it's too bad, and I'm afraid I can't continue this relationship but I really wish he did understand because I do like him. He didnt fail to make me smile. I dont want to put such high hopes, Im afraid I might get hurt in the end.

Im going to my ex house with my Mak Long, Pak Long, Mum and dad to settle our problem but me and dad will stay in the car, I'll drive, I dont want to wait any longer. Hope they'll be at home. Actually he should come to us instead but they didnt, I dont know why. I want this to be ended as soon as possible, I cant hold on anymore.



Sabariyah;
2:48 PM