| May 11, 2005 |
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Lonely...im miss lonely I feel so lonely today,i dunno why,maybe it's because of my mood swing,thought of going out today after sending mom to her religous class but dad wants to use the car,i was upset coz i really bored at home,feeling lonely and i just shut myself in my room... I had a really bad dream last night,after a few months we got married,he always come home late,i waited for him every night,i heat up food for him but he just fall asleep without eating,without saying goodnight,i was upset/heartbroken/sad,i wanted to talk to him how was my day and stuff but i didnt get the chance to say anything at all,i hope i wont come true,i really-really hope it wont come true,i was so afraid,i dont want that to happen...i really love him... 4:25 PM |