January 10, 2005

Missing...

my mouth ulcer is getting bigger...humph...its really painful k...

im at home now,juz finished my breakfast with mum...i bought hotcakes with sausage at mcd at SPC...

didnt get to see HIM today,he's tired...he's not working tonight,so didnt get to see him tomorrow too...haish...miss him...he told me that he'll be transfer/move to changi airport cargo in june,so i'll not get to see him breakfast anymore...humph :-(

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

yesterday was the happiest day of my life,i've settle my problem with my ex,it totally over between us...we (me,dad,mum,pak long & mak long) went to apis's house but they werent at home so we decided to go to his uncle house,luckily i still remember where his uncle live,so we had our discussion there,his uncle wants to hear my final decision,i said i want it to be ended,i dont want anything to do with him anymore,his uncle hope that we still be family although im not his fiancee anymore,apis's mum wants us to be together again but i dont think dats a good idea,i dont have any feelings towards him anymore and i've suffered so much already,his uncle was sad but he understand...i dont understand when he said "sayang nyer apis tak nampak,ibarat berlian dlm lumpur",hahaha,after Dee and HIM expalained then i understand...im flattered but i should be thanking my parent coz they taught me how to behave myself infront of other people.THANKS MUM & DAD,Love u Guys,mmuaacckss...



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