Your heart, in mine

January 22, 2005

im layparking in my room right now cause im not working today,im just listening to perfect10... (yawn)... i'm bored to death, mati kering...

went to grandpa's grave, recite yaasin for him, i cant control my tears cause i really miss him,by the way he's already gone,all i have to do now is not to forget to recite doa for him after my every prayers. went straight home after sent grandma home. went to IMM building on the evening,went shopping at Giants, its a holiday so theres a lot of people and the chinese new year is just round the corner.

I miss him but I dont know if he feels the same way because I made him upset times and again, it makes me upset too. I dont know what to do now; he’ll definitely think that all I know is just to make him angry and upset. Will he ever like me? Will he ever look at me? Sometimes I think I should forget him because I dont want to make him angry and upset again, but its hurts me more if I let him go because I really do like him; a guy like him is hard to come by, I dont want to lose him.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

Sabariyah;
2:40 PM

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